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Yes, subconscious, I know what the problem is, now SHUT THE HELL UP!
So, I've been having screaming nightmares again, as graduation is a couple of weeks away. They're not my usual fare, with the dancing vampires, and ghosts, and pitch blackness and stalking, no . . . .
It's like, my parents die in a car crash and I have to take care of my little brother, or I'm in an abusive relationship and won't get out, or I die in a car crash, or a plane crash, or a mugging, or I get pregnant when i'm eighteen, or I get cancer, or some other fairly terminal illness (nameless in the dream, honestly) and I half wake up in a panic, and then i can't get back to sleep, and when I do, i just wake up again.
Obviously i'm terrified of graduating and going on to grad school and dealing with a lot more 'real life' than I've previously had to involve myself in.
I want to say, 'no shit, Sherlock', and have the dreams go away now, thank you very much. I'm running on way too little sleep at this point.
Dammit.
It's like, my parents die in a car crash and I have to take care of my little brother, or I'm in an abusive relationship and won't get out, or I die in a car crash, or a plane crash, or a mugging, or I get pregnant when i'm eighteen, or I get cancer, or some other fairly terminal illness (nameless in the dream, honestly) and I half wake up in a panic, and then i can't get back to sleep, and when I do, i just wake up again.
Obviously i'm terrified of graduating and going on to grad school and dealing with a lot more 'real life' than I've previously had to involve myself in.
I want to say, 'no shit, Sherlock', and have the dreams go away now, thank you very much. I'm running on way too little sleep at this point.
Dammit.