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So I've been happy for about two days now, and this evening after dinner it all just went poof. I have no idea why. Put another way, I'm not sure what set it off, because I knew we weren't going to be doing anything, and I was probably going to sit in my room doing my work and reading. I guess i kind of wanted social interaction today?
I got to talk to a friend though, and all I have to say is "touch my fish. potter" because it's just too funny.
And I'm lonely. It sucks. I miss people I used to be friends with and don't talk to anymore. I find myself missing the self that I was, and I don't know what to do about that. Trying to go back is largely pointless, and I don't know which version of forward I should go to. it's irritating.
And I wish I could undo all the stupid things that I did because I didn't know how else to handle a situation. Being young and naive with a reputation for being intelligent and wise sucks.
Just FYI.
I got to talk to a friend though, and all I have to say is "touch my fish. potter" because it's just too funny.
And I'm lonely. It sucks. I miss people I used to be friends with and don't talk to anymore. I find myself missing the self that I was, and I don't know what to do about that. Trying to go back is largely pointless, and I don't know which version of forward I should go to. it's irritating.
And I wish I could undo all the stupid things that I did because I didn't know how else to handle a situation. Being young and naive with a reputation for being intelligent and wise sucks.
Just FYI.